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Oyasumi minna-san!

MK is beginning to feel sleepy, but is going to quickly do this tag before hitting the sacks.

I actually have two other tags that I still have to do (Doushiyou, doushiyou!) but since this one’s really short and interesting to MK, I’ll do it quickly.

OK, enjoy!

Rules: Once you’ve got tagged, you have to answer ALL the questions HONESTLY. Lastly, choose 6 people to be tagged. (Uh oh! Sachi-chan is all alone and has no one to tag!)

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
Hmmm. Well I guess when I was in kindergarten we had something of a “marriage” game that we used to play… I was probably 4-6 years old. Nothing serious though. [n_n]

Are you single/taken?
Single. Just keeping my eyes open. Not really ready for a real relationship yet… So please do not ask MK to be your girlfriend (she could turn out to be your worst nightmare MK —>\[°Дº]/<RAAWR!))) *Laughs nervously* Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Do you like anyone right now?
Well, it depends what “Like” means… I have crushes… but I definitely do not “Love” anyone romantically… That’s all I’ll say…

Ever had your heartbroken?
Well… I guess… MK is probably too young to be sure though… I don’t think I’ve ever fully been “in love” per say, so that means I couldn’t have truly had my heart broken, right?

Miss anyone right now?
My big sister. \[TAT]/*boo-hoo*

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
My best friend, Nami-chan.

Last person to text you?
… Don’t remember… N/A

Last person you saw?
This guy who I never saw before… and probably won’t see ever again…

What was the last thing you said to someone?
“OK” – to my mom. (She was telling me not to leave the food out on the counter otherwise it’ll spoil)

Who is your top friend(s)?
God, Nami-chan and Yoshi-kun! You might know Nami-chan and Yoshi from MK’s old blog. These are my closest friends…

Who do you trust the most in your life?
God. You can’t trust people… They’re mean! [;_;]

Who do you love most?

Ever been in love?
I probably thought I was in love a couple times, but I doubt it was ever the real deal.

Who has hurt you the most?
My dad. No further comment.

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Well, uhm… my cat died a very sad death after living a very sad life. [T.T]

Are you happy?
I’ve got the best friend in the WHOLE WORLD! (God) That makes me happy!

How many good friends do you have?
Three, max.

Are there some songs you cannot listen to because they remind you of someone?
There is this song that reminds me of 9/11… We were listening to it when we saw it on the news.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?

Ever been cheated on?
Not that I know of…

Ever been told someone loved you?
… I think “like” was the word that was used…

Ever told someone you love them and meant it?
A family member. And my best friends…

Not meant it?
I forget… [.___.]{…)

What is your idea of true love?
That you would give your life for that person. Or that you’d sacrifice your happiness for that person to be happy. Or something to that effect.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. Not real love. I believe in attraction or infatuation at first sight, but not love.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Definitely. For me it’d be really hard to just go straight to being romantically involved with someone withought having known them closely as a friend. (Not saying it’s impossible, just my opinion from my experience)

I Tag:

[T_T] I only have one person to tag!

1. Sleepy

And anyone who’d like to do this tag…


Yatta! (I did it!)

Now it’s time for me to head to bed! Bye bye! Off to dreamland!


Where I feel most comfortable



Oyasuminasai minna-san! (Goodnight everyone!) MK here!

Today, I randomly came upon the thought of  “Where is MK most comfortable and most at home?

I think the thought came up because MK was at her grandparents’ with a group of family members (uncles, aunts, cousins etc.) and felt very happy and at home [n_n]. I really cherish such moments of togetherness. When I grow up and have my own house, I hope that it will be a fun place where I’ll always have friends and family over.

Unfortunately, my family (well, at least my dad’s side) isn’t very “friendsy” so I don’t get to have as many people over as much I wish, but I hope that when I grow up my home will be a very comfy place where all my friends feel at home.

Anyway, back to the point: The answer to the question, “Where is MK most comfortable and most at home?”

Well, my answer that I came up with is:

Behind my personal laptop computer

The reason why is, because my computer is one thing/place that I have full control over and full customization and I spend a lot of time on it and most importantly, I enjoy spending a lot of time on it.

One of the main reasons why I feel so at home behind my laptop is because I can customize and personalize it to fit me completely. For me, it’s very important to have things like a cool wallpaper for your desktop, very personalized window colors etc.

MK's desktop

MK's desktop

So, here you can see MK’s current wallpaper. But I change my wallpapers about 2-5 times a month, and I think I’m gonna change this one to another cool one that I found recently.

MK's wallpaper to-be

MK's wallpaper to-be

If you look back at the picture of my current desktop, you can notice some things if you look closely enough. Well, first of all, anyone who knows enough about computers can tell that my computer is a PC. I wouldn’t mind having a Mac at all, I actually prefer Mac over Windows, but where I live not many people use Macs, so it’s quite a hassle to find Mac programs and other Mac accessories or whatever. So unfortunately… [u_u] it wouldn’t be too wise for MK to use a mac at the moment.

Anyway, back to my desktop. One think you might notice that you don’t see on most PCs is, my taskbar is located at the top of the screen. That’s one thing that many foreign users of MK’s PC find awkward and frustrating. And what makes this even more frustrating for them is that my taskbar disappears when it’s not used. So if you’re just using a normal program, it looks like there’s no taskbar and so when smarties go on MK’s PC and move the mouse below to try to get the taskbar to come up, they end up getting very frustrated thinking that something must be wrong. But really, it’s just that my taskbar’s right above their noses. [^.^] heheheh!

So MK always likes to have her electronics personalized so that they’re unique and not like very other person in the world.

Another way that MK exercises her full control over her PC is Apps (applications). MK was just twittering, saying that she seems to be something of a apps-a-holic. I love to have applications or add-ons (that’s why I love Firefox – soo many add-ons![*v*]) that make my work or play easier and more fun.

For example, I’m a big fan of Firefox for it’s very easy personalization. You can get cool themes, cool add-ons, plug-ins etc. So I’m always on the look-out for cool add-ons that make it quick and easy for me to blog, update twitter, email, read RSS etc. I just love having cool witty add-ons and applications!

Anyway, I’m beginning to fall asleep now [u.u]{Zzz)..

OH! [0.o]!

Good news!: MK’s going to order her cell phone (Palm Centro) tomorrow! And if not tomorrow then this week for sure. HOORAY! In about two weeks, MK should have her hands on her new cell phone. [^v^]! Can’t wait!

OK, time to go to bed!


Only a little while longer…

*Searching Ebay*

*Searching Ebay*

Hora minna-san!~♥

MK here. At the moment I’m searching for good deals on the Palm Centro online. I need to find a good deal by the end of this week. That’s why I’m starting to pick up spead with this. I’m also getting really excited (>^ω^<)♥ *purrrr*

*searches for about half an hour*

Wow, this is harder than I thought! I mean, I don’t mind the color so much, as long as it’s not black, but… it’s hard to make the decision. I don’t shop online often, and definitely not on my own like this, so I really don’t have any experience.

Well, MK will leave for now. I’ve got a pretty busy day ahead of me. I really hope I can blog again later today, but I doubt I’ll have the time to… [-__-]


MK’s Random How-to’s: Moodiness Removal Tip

*Was just playing video games*

*Was just playing video games*

Konbanwa minna-san! MK is reporting to minna-san about some new information which she has just processed.

Here’s the information:

When there are things you have to get done (things that you wish you didn’t have to do – ex: Homework), and you’re in a not so great mood, unless you have 0 time, try doing something fun to raise your spirits before beginning with your work.

WARNING: This may not work for everyone. For some people, it can be very hard, once they’ve started doing something fun/relaxing, to stop and go back to work. If you are one of these people, this might not work for you.

Today, I was in a really bad mood about having to spend my last bit of time working (got lots of HW), so I decided to just play Super Smash Bros. Brawl on my Wii before starting (especially since I knew going straight to work on my HW would just turn me into a crazy moody MONSTER! \[`A´]/{RAAAWR!!!]). I noticed that now I’m in a much better mood and I’m quite ready to get to work on my homework assignments [^_^].

So, that’s the information… Well, it might not be that useful to minna-san (MK’s very weird). But it could be, and I hope it will be for minna-san!

Time to go now!

*waves* ~Ja-ne~

The Dreaded moment is Finally Past



Oyasumi minna-san! This is MK who has made it through the dreaded moment.

Today, I sang a duet with my friend at church. The moments leading up to the duet weren’t as bad as I would have thought they’d be, but the actual duet was quite terrifying. I was shaking more than I expected and so I think my voice was quite shakey as I was singing.

But all in all, the whole song turned out great with the choir coming in on time even though we never practiced our duet with the choir.

Anyway, just updating minna-san on how things ultimately turned out. I actually kinda wanted to sing again right after the song was over. Hopefully next time I’ll be much less nervous. I’m working towards overcoming my fear with God’s help.

Phillipians 4:13


The Dreaded Moment is Fast Approaching!



Oyasumi minna-san. This MK who is trying hard not to think about something very scary that she’s going to have to do soon… [0__0] (forgive me in advance if I seem a bit gloomy at the moment)


I just got back from choir practice. I just recently joined my church’s “mass choir” (though really, it’s just adults and older people in the church). Myself and my friend Leah are the only two young people in the choir (she joined the same time as I did), and the adults now seem to pride themselves on having “the youth” in the choir.

And so, today… I’m not sure exactly how it happened, but now, Leah and I are singing a duet together to open one of

*This is definitely not MK* [.__.]|||

*This is definitely not MK* (-.-)|||

the choir’s songs \[0‘□’0]/{Dôshiyô, dôshiyô, dôshiyô?!) (<– What do I do?!)

A little Bio on MK: Does not sing in public!

I’ve NEVER been a public singer. I let ANYONE hear my sing! My family wouldn’t know what my singing voice sounds like if I didn’t sing at worship (and that’s the only time I let them hear me sing). I mean, I sing clownily all the time, but that’s just for fun. It’s just always been different for me to sing have people hear me sing. And it’s not stage fright or anything. It’s just a fear of others hearing me sing, not because I can’t sing or anything, but because… Well, it’s hard to put my finger on it, but I think it’s because I’ve just always had this feeling that me singing = a strange occurance = staring = awkward silence…. Hard to explain.

Anyway, at first I was planning to say “ABSOLUTELY NOT!”, but then I realized that this is probably what God wants me to do. I’d been thinging a lot about conquering my fear of singing in public, and I know that’s what God wants me to do, so I couldn’t really say no. [^_^]||||

Although I’m real scared about having to sing in church. I know that “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”. I’m sure God will help me to do my best, and maybe someone will be helped through my singing. *shrugs* God works in mysterious ways.

MK would like to ask for minna-san’s prayers for her. She’s going to need them. *sigh*

Oh! Sorry, I forgot to ask about minna-san’s condition: How are you doing? Is minna-san having a lovely day today? I hope so [^v^].

But MK must go now

~Ja-ne~ God bless v[^.^]♥

Welcome to Over the Waves – by MissionaryK

*chewing Bubblicious bubble gum* - yummmm

*chewing Bubblicious bubble gum* - yummmm

Konbanwa minna-san! Genki desu ka? It’s me, MissionaryK!

Welcome to my new blog! As you’ll learn if you read the About page, this isn’t my first personal blog. I have another one, but because that one was taking up too much time (contributing to my neglecting of Teen-Fortress.com). But because I do love to blog, I decided to make this blog, by MK. That way Teen-Fortress.com members and visitors can have something new to read more often.

About the blog on Teen-Fortress.com, I’ll now use that to post updates about the site itself. Oh, and about the TFC Club.

Anyway, you must be wondering what those two sentences at the beginning of this post mean. Well, these are some words and phrases that you might want to get used to. I use them in most of my posts:

Both of these phrases are Japanese. I’m a big fan of Japanese culture and stuff. You’ll notice this in the way I talk. LOL.

Note: There will be many revelations about MK in this blog for here, she is free to be herself.

Anyway, back to the meanings of the words:

Konbanwa minna-san” :  Good evening everyone. I use the word minna-san very often in my posts. It means “everyone”.

Genki desu ka?: How are you doing? Sometimes I say this in english, other times I say it in Japanese, other time I don’t say it at all.

OK, moving on now:

As you can see, this one is not the only post here. I’ve imported my old posts from my old blog here for two reasons:

  1. I felt it’d be kind of a waste to just let them be deleted.
  2. I think it’ll help minna-san understand my way of blogging (if it’s any different from everyone else’s)

So check out my past posts. You’ll notice some things:

  • I use many emoticons, like: [^_^], [T.T], [;_;], [*v*]
  • I often speak of myself in the third person. Why? Because I’ve noticed that many Japanese people speak that way. I think it’s cute [>^ v ^<].
  • I use Japanese words in my posts. (I think I’m a freak)

Anyway, I’m gonna go have Quiet Time now…

I’ll be sure to blog again soon!

Ja~ne♥ (that means bye bye in… you guessed it… JAPANESE! LOL)